Changes.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :D

whoaaa ~ it has been a long time isn't it? last post in Feb. Now we're already in Nov. how long?? let me count. about 8 to 9 months I haven't update my blog??!! like seriously??? o.O Ini semua gara-gara matrik. haha *matrik pulak dipersalahkan... but it's reality. KENYATAAN. since masuk matrik, mana ada masa nk bergiat aktif di mana-mana laman sosial. rite?? am I rite??? answer me!! HAHA. *like psycho one. 

nk kata Wi-Fi takda kat sana tipulah. ada tu ada, tapi line dia mcm hampeh. tambah2 area bilik aku. jangan harap la dpt surf internet. paling bnyk line dpt pun 2 bar out of 5 kot? dgn ribuan manusia berebut2 line lagi. two bar is not enough ya knoe? *ewah~speaking london plak. hahahhahah ! wait3 ! this is not my main point for this entry. hehe. I'd like to talk about changes.

CHANGE. You know.. People change. bak kata Ustazah Asiah , ustazah aku kat KOLEJ MATRIKULASI KEDAH. (perluka huruf besar eh?) haha. okay2. bak kata ustazah, "hati manusia ni flexible. boleh berubah2." bak kata ustaz masa ceramah CINTA REMAJA plak. "Qalbun brubah" Qalbun=hati manusia.. yeaaa.. I agree with that. Super agree with you Ustazah n Ustaz.. but I'm not going to talk about hati yg brubah2 yg berkaitan dgn cintan cintun seorang remaja. nope. tidak sama sekali !!! it's about hati manusia yang berubah , daripada baik kepada kurang baik/ daripada kurang baik kepada baik. I mean, dari segi iman. dari segi agama.. *bukan juga nk berceramah k. haha. 

Aku sendiri sedang mencuba berubah ke arah lebih baik. trying to be a better muslim in every aspect of life maybe. but surely, it is not that easy. things are easier said than done rite? yeah but it's getting better and better.. this thing start when I read Hlovate novels.. start with Tunas, Aa+bB, Rooftop Rant, Versus, Pelangi,  5 tahun 5 bulan, Contengan Jalanan.. all these novels really thaught me something that is priceless. It made me realized something. mungkin petunjuk dari Dia? siapa tahu? i've made a quite big changes in my life. three-hundred-and-sixty-degree kah ? not yet. but, thanks to the author. Hlovate. may Allah bless the author. serious ckp, dia ni mesti dpt banyak33 pahala. semua novel2 dia menceritakan perubahan. and cool gila. xmacam novel standard melayu yg jiwang tahap petala kelapan. lain dari yang lain. smart one !

okay enough talking abaout Hlovate.. the point is, that is the thing that triggers me to do the changes. All praises to Allah. kalau Dia tak ketuk pintu hati ni , maybe aku xbrubah sgt. mungkin aku x sedar pun lessons yang ada dlm novel tu. xsemua org ada petunjuk tu kalau x diberi. and ! aku rasa ramai org yang dh diberi hint/petunjuk tapi. TAPI. it also depends on ourselves. sama ada kita aware atau tidak dgn petunjuk2 yg Dia bagi dlm pelbagai bentuk/cara tu. Mungkin sbb tu juga kita dikurniakan akal fikiran. utk kita berfikir apa petunjuk yang Dia dh beri. Akal utk kita fikir apa hikmah di sebalik setiap apa yg berlaku dlm hidup kita. tak jadi jugak kalau kita ada akal tapi kita tak pernah fikir semua tu. sampai bila-bila pun kita tak akan sedar. ye tak??? 

kadang-kadang bila aku fikir-fikir balik benda-benda yang pernah aku ckp or buat before aku brubah sikit ni, aku rasa malu yang teramat and think to myself "mcm mana aku bleh ckp semua tu??" "mcm mana aku bleh buat benda2 tu? yang tak berfaedah, yang tak penting lagi tak matang" how?? how?? ottoke??? ottoke?? *ckp korea pulak... hahah. kdang2 rasa mcm "I hate who I used to be , and I really2 love who am I rite now" and I want to sustain it. aku harap sgt2 aku xbrubah jadi mcm dulu balik. bukan la sbb aku ni jahat gila nak mampus dulu.. hahha. tidak.. cuma jahil sedikit ja... xmatang.. bnyk benda lagi yg aku tak tahu.. since 1/1/2012.. it was like a new life for me. I felt like I've been given strength to do the changes.. x semua orang berani buat perubahan.. tapi ntah mcm mana aku rasa Dia bg aku strenght tu.. and benda tu jadi skelip mata saja.. org kata....  

 yeahhhh !!!! I ABSOLUTELY agree with this statement !!!!! :D *muka excited.

and I've found people who help me, people who thaught me lessons.. yang baik kita ikut, mana yang buruk kita jadikan pengajaran.. and then masuk Matrik Kedah plak.. yang ke arah keagamaan sikit.. dapat pulak roomates yang boleh dikatakan baik akhlaknya.. Saiy.. Piqah..they know a lot of things about Islam.. haha. and I felt relieved to know there's people who can help and support me.. dapat classmate yang baik2.. Dila.. yg paling rapat.. pun bnyk bagi aku kesedaran jugak.. ahhh what a life. thanks guys !! my bestfriends.. ctsu, aina, syiqeen. they are all with me.. we all try our best to be a better muslim. Alhamdulillah.. 

Everything was like well planned by Allah.. yeah of course la kan it is well-planned.. and I believed with Allah's will anything can happened.. anything.. I just hope that my changes process would not stop.. harap dapat teruskan perjuangan ini. *cewah. semoga saja Dia tak tarik semua hidayah dan petunjuk yang dah Dia beri kt kita.. Amiin... dan semoga saja kita sentiasa aware dgn petunjuk yg Dia beri.. amiin.. 

oh ya ! ada satu tumblr ni. I always check it out whenever I fell like to.. it is http://tersenyum-melihat-langit.tumblr.com/ 

This tumblr , kak aku la yang promote. macam taw2 ja... kan.. tumblr yg seolah2 memahami apa yang kita semua rasa dari sudut agama ataupun as a human. thanks to tuan punya tumblr jugak la.. bnyk benda yg kita bleh dpt dari tumblr tu. serious tak tipu.. tambah2 when u feel down.. mmg always bgi semangat balik la. hehe. :D http://tersenyum-melihat-langit.tumblr.com/ remember this okay ! :P 

Hah !! rasa lega dapat meluahkan apa yang dah lama terbuku dalam hati.. *cewah ayat.. sekadar berkongsi cerita.. perasaan... lagipun, buknnya ada sapa sgt pun nk baca blog aku. hahhahahhahahha ! *kesian.. tapi tak kisahlah as long as I can put this in words.. love it ! hee.. Alhamdulillah.... May Allah always bless us muslimin muslimat sekalian... :D kepada yang membca.. thanks yo ! heee :D never expect too much..

a few last words.. ingt, "HATI NI ALLAH YANG PEGANG"- Hlovate (contengan jalanan)

Sungha Jung & His Acoustic Guitar.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Hi !!! today i'm gonna talk about Sungha Jung with his acoustic guitar. Since I love acoustic and piano, I love to hear Sungha Jung playing his cool acoustic guitar. It's soooo amazing ! He has such a good talent. I mean, REALLY GOOD, SUPERB, EXCELLENT, SPLENDID, AMAZING, GREAT, AWESOME , what else?? haha. HIPERBOLA OK ? but really. for me, he's so good in playing acoustic guitar. to those who love the electric guitar / metal / noisy sound , sorry okay. for me, acoustic is much better , much relaxing. HAHA ! Aku boleh sedar kewujudan Sungha Jung ni bukan daripada facebook , tapi daripada youtube itu sendiri. 


Aku boleh terjumpa video dia main gitar kt utube masa aku dgn kakak aku, Lily, tengah boring tahap ayam PAGI2 BUTA menghadap laptop. (rasanya masa tu awal bulan feb kot) kira ketinggalan zaman gak la kan aku ni. hahaha ! then kak aku decided nak bt marathon dgar lagu2 kt youtube termasuk la lagu2 BOLLYWOOD. nampak sgt boring nak mati kn? then suddenly masa dengar lagu apa ek, tak ingat la. lagu Thousand years - Christina Perri or lagu Someone like you- Adele ntah . tak kisah la. yang pasti , masa tgah dengar plus sambil tgok2 klip video tu aku ternampak la dlm bnyk2 pilihan video tu ada video someone like you by sungha jung. tgok views dh sejuta or 2 juta ntah. then aku ckp kat kak aku nk tgk video tu jap. Then, I double click at the video with full of curiosity. Ye la, dlam kepala otak ''mcm mana la bunyi dia main gitar tu smpai berjuta tgok kan'' haha.


And there he goes. playing the song , Someone Like You with his acoustic guitar. beautifully. and I'm amazed by his talent. whoaaa !! mcm over kan aku ni?? suka hati la. dh aku suka. hahhaha ! and then nak dijadikan cerita, baru tadi aku tgk seorang hamba Allah post kt facebook video sungha jung main guitar tu kan. aku pun ronda2 la kt utube tgk video2 dia smua.. rupa2nya, baru aku tau dia main gitar tu since he was a kiddo. takde la kecik mana pun. tapi bleh dikatakan mcm masa justin bieber memula bt video dia tu *kenapa mesti justin bieber ek? haha :p 


Okay2.. and aku pun tgk la video2 dia masa duk kecik lagi tu main lagu mission impossible , pirates of the Caribbean , and titanic !! jyaahhh !! hebat kot. terasa seronok sorang2 masa dengar dia main gitar tu. HOHO. ^oo^ nak dengar ?? jap eh.. here u go. sila tekan butang play utk mendengar. terima kasih.

okay.. he's a kid. kalau ada sumbang SIKIT tu tak payah nk komen la. haha !

aku dengar ni, aku tringat masa pi konsert simfoni remaja kt UUM. group orkestra remaja tu main lagu ni ar. perrhh ~ tgok dia ni mcam enjoy gila kan main lagu ni. plus, suka tgok jari-jemari dia spanjang dia main lagu ni. hikhik

OKAY. this is one of my fav songs. oh my god. i'm falling in love with this song again just by listening to Sungha Jung playing it in acoustic version.. haha ! <3 p/s : orang sana mmg suka baca komik bnyak2 kn? tgok background la! ^^,

okay... aku terjumpa video dia yang ni la yg bleh sedar kewujudan dia ni. HAHAHA !

hey Sungha Jung, d'you already had a girlfriend or not huh? 

if he answer this : 'I already have one'. 

I would say this : 'never mind i'll find someone like youuuu~' 

HAHAHHA.

THE END !

Oh I forgot to tell u guys that I'd just discovered that he can play piano too.. wahhh !! mmg I suka la dengar music yg ada piano and acoustic guitar. seriously. bukan sbb budak ni pnadai main piano n guitar okay. sbb mmg aku suka relaxing music pon. haha. nah tgk video dy main piano lak. 

tringat kawan aku yg pandai main lagu ni guna keyboard. p/s : lovely ain't it?

listen.carefully.soooooooo beautiful. I really2 love piano. it's lovely.

p/s: aku pernah menyuarakan keinginan aku nk blajar piano kt ayh aku. tpi.. sobs. haha

okay, that's all about Sungha Jung, a very talented young boy . see ya again ! thank you 4 reading+watching+listening. <3

Adios, wassalam...

3 in 1. It's a long story !

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. *first of all. entry ni boring.. HAHA 


Heyyaa !! dh lama sgt tak update blog ni. last update masa nk dekat2 raya tahun lepas ja. kira 5bulan++ gak a tak tulis apa. dh bersawang2 dh blog aku ni mcm rumah hantu. haha ! tetba hati ni terdetik nk bukak blog balik and baca balik smua post. tersenyum+tergelak sorang2 pun ada bila bca2 balik posts tu. so lame. =.=' dulu nk spm dh tak semangat nk update pon. lpas spm trus tak update langsung. ye laa.. mcm tak tau nk tulis apa dh, plus ! bukan ada org nk baca pon. like i'm talking with myself. not talking, writing it to myself. monolog dlaman. tapi.. pkir2 balik.. best jugak. skadar meluahkan apa yg bermainn di minda dan di benak hati. HAHA ! *mcm apa g ayat


so.. what the heck with the 3 in 1 ha? xda la. it's just combination of 3 stories in 1 post I think. stories after Raya. merujuk kepada apa2 ja yg berkaitan dgn zman persekolahan. Merdeka Raya, SPM , Jamuan Kelas. that's all. not much. hihi.


emm. After post ucapan raya tu.. spatutnya ada post sambutan MERDEKA RAYA kat skolah.. but i don't have time to do so.. apa kta aku crita kt sini ja. Merdeka Raya? spanjang 5 tahun dkt SMKJitra. that was the first time we celebrated Hari Raya in school together. One the best day of my life too. at the end of the day, we all tired but satisfied. bg aku la. bg org lain tatau lah kan? hee. smua kaum smbut skali, baju raya dgn pelbagai warna. meriah ! oke. now, let the pictures tell us the story okay? 

mereka gembira oke masa ni. haha ! ni kelas 5 Diamond.

if i'm not mistaken, this is 5 Emerald kot.

Melayu,Cina,India,Siam. all together.  :)

ramai kan? dewan sri jitra satu. utk bebudak form 5 sahaje~ hehe

boys dari kelas aku. ya ya. makan2. tambah2.

bawah ,

masa utk tangkap gambar kelas !! hehe (^^,)

snap 1 ; semua muka masing2 taley blah.

snap 2 ; smile~~

snap 3 ; one happy family ! *wlaupun x ckup org. wuwu

Okay2 ! this time.. apa yg nak diceritakan di sini eh ? well.. about spm 2011? apa yg boleh diperkatakan di sini... NO COMMENT. yeap. no comment at all. nk menyesal suka study last minute dh useless dh. tu la org ckp. menyesal dahulu pendapatan, menyesal kemudian tidak berguna !! hah !! ambek hg ella~ hanya mampu berdoa dan bertawakal saja kepada Allah.. smoga result SPM aku tu tak akan menjadi punca kekecewaan guru2+parents+org keliling+myself. Amiinn... dh stop talking about result ! satg nitemare mampus ! huu


after spm.. jamuan kelas.. yea~~ aku berjaya arranged jamuan kelas dgn bantuan keluarga+rakan2 skelas.. hee.. lpas abes ja paper last SPM trus plan dgan classmates nk buat jamuan dekat mana.. well.. agak complicated jugak la nk tetapkan location, tarikh, masa pa smua tu.. but Alhamdulillah.. dipermudahkan kerja.. it has been held on 30 dec 2011. at Kolej Darulaman Height. [btul ka aku speaking ni? HAHA] well. it's Friday.. kaum adam smua perlu pergi sembahyang jumaat hari tu. so the event starts at 3.00p.m and finished around 6.00p.m. *yang mmg sgt3 la xcukup buat kami smua.. 3jam tu sat je tau !* xsempat main game bnyk2. sedeyh2.. tak sempat menyempat.. padat. dh kena balik. sobs2. 


but it was the best 'jamuan kelas' i've ever been.. aku banyak snap gmbar sampai makanan yg bnyk tu pon xsempat nk rasa smua.. bnyk beb..nasib baik smua org pakat2 tapau. habes licin. dan itu yg pling menyedihkan aku sbb masa aku pi kt meja hidangan tu nk tapau smuanya habes ditapau rakan2. but.. nvm as long as everyone is having fun that day. that is the most important thing to me. haha. masa cnfirmed date apa smua pun dh last minute. so panggil cikgu2 datang pun last minute. as the result.. only one teacher can make it to the event. thanks CIKGU SALMA !!! <3 yg lain smua xdpt hadirkan diri. warrghh !! part tu la yg sedih sikit tu.. but overall.. make it simple. I love that day ! jyeahh !! some pictures ;

lots of food. good service though.

kek gulung & donut

ada mee goreng and ayam goreng berlada. *oke. tu bukan berebut yee

muffins made/sponsored by classmate ; syamim amira.

it says 'Jamuan 5 Peridot' ;D

Sara the Photographer.

taking pictures of the precious moment ! :D

The Monitor , Amin ; giving some speech.

Nazirah singing Sampai Menutup Mata by Acha Septriasa.

Asyiqin singing Kisah Hati by Alyah.

My Very Bestfriends.

We'll be friend forever guys. InsyaAllah..

The Heroes in 5PD. *xcukup org so aku menyibuk.

Snap 1

Snap 2

It's about time to say goodbye guys !! sobs :'(

Allrite ~ abes crita sampai 30 december 2011 je eh.. maka berakhirlah cerita zaman persekolahan aku ni.. huaaaaaa~~ semoga semua kawan2 yg aku prnah kenal akan jadi insan yg berjaya dan berguna utk agama, keluarga dan negara suatu hri nanti.. Amiin... love u guys so much ! truely, deeply, madly. [acewah~] ngah3. What I can conclude here : high school is freakin' awesome ! bnyk pengalaman yg aku dapat sejak stay SMKJitra ni. and bersyukur gila aku dikelilingi kawan2 yg saaangat baik budi bahasa n akhlaknya , awesome, determined, hard-working, clever and so on. sumtimes they can be my role model too. hoho.  XOXO.

I don't hve anything to say.. so.. goodbye ! pasti xramai yg membaca. haha ! sayonara. bila aku ada idea nk tulis apa aku tulis la nanti. adios amigos. mmuahh mmuahh ! 

Thanks,

Wassalam..